Beautiful Disaster.

YSunday, December 04, 2005
Feelings are just too complicated for me to understand. Its existence is just causing me too much CoNFUSION.
why can't it just be so direct..?
if only everything is just mutual..
maybe i should just ignore watever there is..it'll cause more complication..
why would i wana jeopardise something so real?
_callous_ was here with you at 6:07 AM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.